School has officially closed, and holidays have begun. Im so glad to have tonight to have a quiet time in my room, free to read whatever I want, chat to whoever's online, surf on friends' blog, and to post on my blog!

*Breathes out deeply* A sigh of relief, relax my shoulders maximally. Tonight's a respite from all the various functions that I've been attending. Don't get my wrong.. I wouldn't be better off without gg for them; in fact I'm very thankful for having been included by various groups of friends to parties etc! =) But it's just so nice to have time on my own, to have my recent tipping state of balance to hover around the equilibrium again!

To put briefly, too many things have been happening. My thoughts have become so confused over the last two weeks... it's caused me to have dreams about what i think about in the day; have been waking up at odd hours listening out for even the slightest noise. Friends around have had so many issues to cope with, and I feel so helpless, only a mere mortal; only can pray for divine intervention for them.

I've also been bogged down a bit by the indecision of where to go for Master's next year. Initially it was to the UK, or the US? Now, it looks inclined towards the UK. Where, then? I've a hunch where I'll end up in, but don't really want to reveal it as yet, simply cos sometimes speaking it out too early changes my own decision.

Exams in a month's time. 4 weeks to prepare for 4 papers. Hope it'll be sufficient.

And, im gg to Barcelona! After exams! :) Yay. Am looking forward to getting to know the pple whom i'll be travelling with better too... hope friendships'll blossom, and that Spain is as amazing and fun as many people have claimed it to be!