You realise how important someone is to you when that person's departure makes you cry. And yesterday one friend left Nottingham, not coming back for anytime soon.. and after she left i really really cried. Didn't realise how much she's been in my life until now. Right now i feel a sense of loss, knowing that one big chapter of my life has closed, never to be back. Things won't be the same again, everything in my Undergrad life is now in the past. But i'm also happy for the fact that i'm crying! Because it's like how two strangers didn't mean anything to one another before, but after becoming friends they tamed each other and became unique people in this world. A musing: that's life isn't it? There's always a good and a bad side. You become happy, but you eventually feel sad when it all comes to an end.

Oh well. Blows nose.