It's the exam period again. And after discussing work with a fren today i felt SOOOOO.. ok lar, QUITE stressed. It's THAT feeling again. How many times must I tell myself that really it's okay! And I don't have so worry nor be anxious. I want to enjoy this last two weeks of official schooling before I unofficially graduate from this course! It's been 3 years, how fast. Yep. learning about eating disorders and addictions and sport/exercise psychology. Pretty humanistic stuff, and they got me thinking about people I know who are related to these topics. Thing about all these studying is that they make me become so detatched from the "patients" that I don't even feel what these disorders mean!

And yar.. I went looking at houses this afternoon, after visiting two houses and seeing stranger faces, i felt this sudden pang of loneliness and that rush of "i know nobody" feeling. It'll be so sad! With so many of my good friends leaving already.. I don't actually know if I want to continue staying in a house, with potential people that I don't know... a house is TOO intimate sometimes i feel, for me to be completely comfortable with people that i don't even know! So tat's why maybe returning to broadgate park may be a good idea. then again.. im so fussy about so many things.. got to change man.. or im never gonna be satisfied.

Im gonna tell myself to not be bothered about accomm right now, for i believe it will be provided and sorted out in due time.

Prioritise, concentrate, peservere. Keep at it.